We knew this would be a hard journey, we have heard from others who have stepped into it.  This journey seems to have ended today, and the way it ended seems most disappointing, it seems to be an ending caused by human error.

So we are reeling a bit, we have tried to see if there is anything else we can do or that should be done, but the bottom line seems to be that this baby is not meant to be our baby.  We are ok with that.  We are sad, incredibly sad for Darla, sad for the baby, who will be heading into foster care, and sad for us.

But we are centered, we are together, and we are believers in a bigger plan.

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